I haven't logged on in over a month but it appears I missed a fucking fuckton. would someone be so lovely and quickly do a tl;dr? <3

my first appointment is tomorrow!!!!! SNAP CRACKLE POP BABEY

i called the therapist office my sister recommended me twice (and at different times of the day) and it went to voicemail both times

not a smooth start!

finally going to therapy

maybe i wont want to explode into flames anymore

hows everyones day?????

recently my town passed an ordinance about being required to wear masks indoors and there was a live stream of the zoom call on youtube and the amount of comments that were like... amazingly fucking stupid stunned me. i know i live in a southern state but wow i had no idea some people were so fucking dense. there were people commenting that this was all a hoax funded by george soros and bill gates and i just wanted to fucking curbstomp them. literally one of the council members in the call had the virus. how are you THIS FUCKING STUPID???? god i hate people. i wish a meteoroid just fucking slammed into the earth already.

i need a fucking white monster energy. NOW.

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it is 1 am and i am crying. 11/10 my serotonin has been restored

i haven't been this happy since 2009

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i didn't like the singles a lot but i fucking slept on this album like seriously it goes so hard

fave tracks: i know alone, the steps, man from the magazine (joni mitchell vibes are through the roof), leaning on you, 3 AM

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its a 10

i was supposed to see them in april but covid-19 said fuck you ryan die immediately dipshit

at least the remix album drops on the 10th!!!!!!!!!!!!!

strumming guitar and singing i know the end by phoebe bridgers while my parents scream at each other directly outside my bedroom at 2:35 am

also i forgot its july 4th!!!! gonna kick things off by putting firecrackers in my microwave for 45 minutes

css makes me want to scream how do people do this