update!
i couldnt do it..
my hatred for myself and the need to rid others of my horrid existence just,,,,wasnt that strong and compelling as it was before.

evening myspace i want to kill myself!
like actually i dont care anymore
lifes shitty and i genuinely dont see a plan 4 me
if there WAS a plan for me, would i be like this? no, i wouldnt.
nothing would be this way if god had a plan
So yeah!! I may fucking kill myself
might not but theres never a 0% chance i will

I hate myself

my name is deimos however i like being called kit, matty, heck even jojo as well
i am 13
autistic w bpd & psychosis??? no way!!
i am a bpoc!!
i am bi + poly AND I AM PROUD :)!!!
i may b a sadist but whatevr
and afra's the god