I dont know about you guys, but being put back in my small hometown because of covid is slowly starting to get to me. Like, there is absolutely nothing to do here, and I don't know anyone anymore here either so it's mainly just staying inside all day. Plus on top of it my depression room has gotten the best of me and I really have no where to be safe in this house anymore, like I sleep in the living room at this point and it just sucks to live here. Moving out in august hopefully so I am really excited to be able to just start fresh somewhere. Don't wanna think about the money aspect of it at all though, not even sure I would be able to pay for an apartment all by myself so lets hope my friends long distance pull through. Wish me luck.

I don't know about y'all but I am so sick of having to do online class. As someone who is not motivated to do much as far as academics go, unless I am physically there in class, I am absolutely bombing these online courses. I hate that I had to take summer school on top of it, can you believe it? I wish I could just waste away like every other summer, but no, covid had to go and fuck everything up the way it did with everything else. Anyways, that's my rant for today, thanks if you read I guess.