wooo I did make a huge fucking mistake and idk how to fix it....sigh. I don't think I'll ever be able to go back to twt. I know I will eventually and just join a new side. still sucks but its ok.
I think at the end of the day "6" was just a character I used as a safe shield.
Having almost no one know what my trauma was, my past and everything. It was so fucking resfreshing.
Having ppl like me.
I don't rly mind about "losing" 6. As long as my irl / actual friends don't look at me differently.
I'll start over and I'll be better as Max. I hope this will do good for me. Education is extremely important. I'll do my best to learn...
Edit; it still burns...I lost some of my closest friends the ones I rly cared about. I guess something just weren't meant to be? I think cutting off some ppl will also help, I mean I know 1 way or another they'll just leave.
I think...I want to leave 6 behind. So many thoughts are running threw my head, I have yet to sleep. God help me hahaha
argh my brain fucking hurts.
ใใใฏใๆชๅคขใฎใใใงใใ
็ฎ่ใฎ่
ๆใใใใจใ
่ใใคใคใใฆใใใฆใธใ
ใใใฏ่ฆใๅ
ๆฏใงใใ็งใฏ~ใใใใใใในใใใใใงใ
this mv is literally a god send, I miss the old GazettE mvs, watching this feels like im on fucking crack. The visuals were everything. Honestly all old vkei mvs are superior def the gory ones, Like Dir en Greys.
http://pa1.narvii.com/6179/f15eef8b15623efb7ee44176a1e42739365bdccb_00.gif
https://youtu.be/r76l1KbRvy8
I don't feel so well, it's just what I ate...I still have homework to finish. Not mentally prepared for that lmao.
On twt someone made a whole google docs on 3 problematic ppl- Isn't that insane???? They were really bad people. Just wait for them to come back lol. I know they will, they all do. Vkei twt will be at there throats. As I do I'll just sit back and watch it burn down~
https://i.pinimg.com/564x/56/fc/55/56fc55593d105be84434ef464e7df34a.jpg
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