some more Brain Troubles™ i have

i love looking through people's pages, it's almost like that's the entire point of the site

but a good amount of the time, instead of inspiring me, it discourages me

like, i won't be able to get to the level of skill others have anytime soon

by the time i do learn, everyone has stopped coming back here.
or most likely the site shut down

bitching about problems won't fix them, but acknowledging they exist is the first step.

i hope

also i found out that there is a blog post limit. when/if i hit that, i'll start an archive of blog posts that were deleted to make space

i'm trying to do way too much at once. coming at css with no prior coding knowledge, trying to do a thousand things at once when i can't get the first idea out

i have this mentality with everything i try to learn: drawing, video editing, livestreaming. get your biggest and grandest idea out as soon as possible with no thought about anything else

not really a good mental thing to have

hard to undo a thing you've been doing your entire life, but i guess now is a good time to try and break that habit

i'm surprised there's more of a use for "inspect element" other than making people say funny things

learning something like css from scratch is hard.

the second time this acronym has popped up but at least i can recoil control my way out of the other one

can't really bhop my way out of knowing what the fuck a #container is.

it's like that one gif of a person jumping into a puddle, then they end up disappearing

this one, right here https://youtu.be/lqqYbWuoVXI

i want to be epic and based but my cringe and fail brain is letting me not

i'm following the video tutorial, yeah, but only so much can stick into my brain at once

i did like, a year of website stuff in high school

it didn't really go well. i ended up pissing around way too much and watched LGR videos when i should've been studying

this is payback, i guess