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"i am in immense psychological pain"
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horses look like shit and i mean it

why are horses so fucking ugly i cant stand them theyre so fucking weird theyre like a weird piece of meat with uh four legs and they dont even have fingers or paws or whatever the fuck they have these weird fucking hard things they have tails????? like what the fuck do they even need a tail for? theyre not dogs or something its so WEIRD like theyre a combination of every ugly trait a living being can have and dont forget their faces theyre so long and whats up with their noses theyre so fucking ugly and wtf with the eyes like have you seen those lashes wtf just picture a supermodel's face attached to a dog's body thats how ugly a horse looks like and not even that is enough to describe how ugly these motherfuckers are oh and have you seen their teeth? why the fuck do they have human mouths thats fucked up and WHY IS THEIR HAIR SO UGLY THEYRE SO UGLY if you like horses then be offended you should know and im totally sure you already know your favorite animal is shit so fuck you and fuck horses

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1623219904000

idk if i hate or love someone

ok so i changed schools some time ago and everything was shit and i was so fucking depressed but i made a friend like 5 months later and he was so kind i swear he talked to me and payed attention to me and we used to be together all the time so i kinda depended too much on him but i was happy lol of course he insulted me and was mean sometimes but he was a very good guy so uhh i started liking him ok and it seemed as if the feeling was mutual so i felt really happy and shit but then one day he came up to me and he said he liked some girl who btw was like 18 and we were like 13 so yeah i was really fucking confused cause it was obvious he liked me he even asked me to be his girlfriend and told me he loved me and shit he even said he wanted me to kiss him but idk so i was confused and obviously really fucking sad but life goes on so i helped him get the girl i even bought a gift for the girl for him to give it to her so yeah it fucking hurt plus at that time he became a lot more mean than before so i wanted to kill myself but i still helped him with the girl and yeah and the worst part is that that bitch did not even like him but still became his girlfriend??? she didnt even reply to his messages and ignored him a lot but he still loved her because she supposedly was alone and had no friends and everyone treated her like shit so i fucking hate that dude why couldnt he see i was alone and everyone hated me too? because his friends and him bullied the shit out of me and overall life was SHIT and why couldnt he see i was the only one who really loved him and did absolutely everything for him? i never wished anything bad for him, i was never mean to him and i always put his happiness before mine so what did i do wrong? i just hate myself because i was never good enough for him and i swear i tried to let him know that i loved him but it didnt work i wish we were still friends so he could at least treat me badly or something i feel he was the only person who has ever really loved me i miss him so much but i also want to torture him and make him die in the most horrible way.

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i fucking hate my hair

ok so I cut my hair really short like two months ago and I wish I had never done it AND IT DOESNT FUCKING GROW AND I WANT IT LONG AGAIN FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK ALSO MY FAMILY TELLS ME I LOOK LIKE SHIT EVERYDAY AND YES I KNOW BUT I CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT
Ik two months is nothing but I really have no patience so yeah

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My obsession with revenge

ok I know this sounds edgy as fuck but I am obsessed with revenge no I am not talking about the album three cheers for sweet revenge even though I am also obsessed with that. I always think about the people who have hurt me in the past or that still do and I just want to kill them or something, I want to make their life miserable and I want them to suffer and yes I know that's not cool and you should not wish for anyone to suffer but fuck I am just so angry and I cannot stop thinking about that.

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I hate math so much

ok so i have a math test tomorrow and i don't understand shit i fucking hate math it literally does not make sense and it is SO hard and I HATE IT SO MUCH IT FUCKING SUCKS HOW DO PEOPLE UNDERSTAND IT LIKE WHAT THE FUCK IT DOES NOT MAKE SENSE AT ALL AND IM SO FUCKING TIRED OF IT I CANNOT DO THIS I SWEAR IM GOING TO AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA FUCK MATH FUCK EVERYTHING THAT HAS TO DO WITH MATH AND YES I KNOW EVERYTHING IN THIS WORLD IS RELATED TO MATH SOMEHOW BUT FUCK MATH IT'S SHIT AND I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND IT ALSO FUCK MY MATH TEACHER I HATE HER

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