Haha, fuck you all lmfao.

Love is fake and just an illusion of happiness that get's taken away just to leave you in pain. Only people who have experienced this pain and have lived it are the only ones who can see past the illusion.

I'm setting up a date for something I'm gonna do soon, so you will prob never hear from me again once I do what I'm going on the date that I set up.

Why did I ever trust her.

Why did I ever think that I found love. Why do people throw me away like trash.

I'm done fucking with all of you and I mean everyone. If we had a friendship before and talked a lot consider that shit over and done with, I'm prob finna get off of this stupid ass page I don't even know why tf I made an account on this shit. I can't trust anyone anymore so I'm cutting everyone off for good this time no matter how good of a friendship we had that shit is over now. So if this is the last thing I post on here ig my final words are FUCK EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU BITCH ASS NIGGAS.

I'm done trying to please others and I'm just gonna start to not give a fuck anymore.

Man this some mf bullshit.

What the fuck am I even suppose to do at this point.

Starting from tonight I will be focusing a lot more on my physical and mental health. I have decided to try and stop doing drugs and alcohol and try to live a better life so that I can better my future self. I am only 16 and I need to get my shit together before it's to late, I'm going to start posting more on what's really going through this mind I have. People always tell me I shut them out I'm going to try and open up a little more, but to be honest I'm not sure if that's a good or bad thing for me because I know that I can be hurtful on accident. I now have realized what I need to do to stop being a piece of shit and to fix my fucking life (Or at least I think so lol). But I wish to be a better person in the future for myself and the people I care and love for.