also hey yalll i havent been on recently but ahahah i turned 19 !!! super cool ahhhh ok ok ummm follow my ig @groceriedbag i post more on there babes ! MUAH

ive decided to call mysekf alex :) its perfect for me bc its gender neutral and starts w an A :)

ahhhhh so many plans for this weekend !!!!
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friday me yana and my little cousin ava (not little like 12 shes 17 HAHA but shes always little 2 meee :)) are gonna hang out and smoke ! kind of nervous because this is the very first time ever that me and ava are hanging out sort of one on one since my mom passed and im super scared because shes sooooo cool like, if we went to high school together and werent related she'd def be one of the popular girls who'd bully me LMAO but shes very sweet :)
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also im not sure if she knows my birthday is saturday? since its been so long? should i tell her? or would that be kind of a dick move... like "hey so just uhhh throwing it out there that my birthday is tmr :)" idk that seems narcisstic ??? idk idk
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thennn saturday me and yana were gonna drive up to boston to visit this thrift store but instead theres a SANRIO TRUCK coming to my city !!!! theyre gonna be selling plushies from 10 to 7 i cannot waitttt !!!! really hoping they have aggretsuko stuff bc i literally am obsessed w her ahhh !!
also sams coming !!! cant wait to see that mf last time we all hung out me and yana got drunk and naked while sam was like "guys feel my boobs" i literally cannot make this up LMFAOOO i hope its not awkward ahh
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oh and i have work on both friday and saturday from 1:30 to 5:30... :'( at least its afternoon shift not night or morning ! gotta stay optimistic)
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i have to pick out so many outfits !! and do so much laundry !!!
might post my dif options later, would anyone hep me pick ?

soo ive been collecting shards of broken glass recently

it started when i bought a pipe and needed something to filter the little hole so my pot didnt like,, fall out yk ?

so i took a bottle and smashed it and got a small piece to put in my pipe but then i saw like rlly pretty shaped 1s... and today when my grandmas glass table broke i cleaned it up and found a bunch of cool ones like they look so neat idk i know its just glass but its really pretty to me

my little brother thinks its weird LMFAO oh well

maaybe ill post pics of my collection so far !

deciding on a new name for myself ! my old one was really feminine, and i never really liked it anyways. heres a list of some options !

naoise (nee-sha)
alex
salem
avery

i like a names a lot bc my birthname starts with an a so its easier for me, but the other ones sound cool too idk idk ahhhh