So I'm a beginner cosplayer and have been mainly focusing on cosplaying as my OCs. There's quite a few OCs I've promised to cosplay so I could finally join a few tags with my friends but it just hasn't worked out. My mom is unsupportive and I am in no position to get a job. Even when I ask for the smallest item that would at least bring me a little closer to another cosplay she just yells and calls me ungrateful, calling my hobby stupid and telling me to grow up. I'm tired of her acting like this when if the roles were reversed and my brother was the one asking, she would have allowed him to do this at the drop of a hat. The only reason she let me cosplay my first character was because it was for a school project and even then she did it with hesitance and called my entire project a fail. I'm just lowkey tired of her words at me lately, it's getting draining.

I've been involved with Homestuck ever since I was in third grade in like 2011. These days I don't really care too much about the whole fandom in general, I stick with my intermission fuckers bc carapaces and leprechauns go brrrrr. Anyways someone who was in fact newer to the fandom asks me if I'm new as well and it just alllllll came back to me lmfao. Like I wish I was newer and didn't know much about the cryptic side of it. Nah fam I was making lovemail accounts and engaging in shipping wars in tumblr way back in the day, we love to see it. Anyways they now know about the terezi sharpie bath girl as every homestuck fan should.

If I made a discord server would people actually want to join? :(