so uh it happened.
he left
we were arguing about him ignoring me
he actually left me
at first it didn't click in my head that the conversation was real but when it did i started begging him not to leave
he still left.
i wanna cry really badly but laugh at the same time because it really doesn't feel real
i really dont know what to do, he was the thing keeping me happy so

TW!!! thoughts of sewerslide
I've been feeling like crap lately, so much has been going on at home and with my boyfriend.
he's ignoring my text and making it very obvious that he is. I wanna break up with him but then that means i'll be alone.
i do have one other friend but me and her barley talk
hes kinda whats keeping me from ending it all but theres no way i can tell him that, i don't want him to feel obligated to stay.
I have no idea why but hes also been treating me differently lately.
Like if he wants to break up with me, why doesn't he already???
I feel like i should leave him but at the same time i can't bring myself to do that /:

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sunday cruise
lil darkie
jazmin bean
mindless self indulgence
Ashnikko
Blackbear
mother mother
evelyn evelyn
Melanie martinez
nirvana
Insane Clown Posse
bowie bugs

Tomoko (Watamote)
Sato Matsuzaka (Happy sugar life)
Doma Umaru (Himouto life)
Sailor Mercury (Sailor moon)
Yuri (DDLC)
aya asagiri (magical girl site)
Mikan Tsumiki (Danganronpa)
Toko fukawa
Miu Iruma (Danganronpa)
Kokichi Ouma (Danganronpa)
Fuyuhiko Kuzuryu (Danganronpa)

-I've probably watched more but just can't think of them

1. Himouto Life
2. Demon Slayer
3. Future Diary
4. Happy sugar life
5. Sailor moon
6. Ranma 1/2
7. Kotoura-san (extremely underrated!!!)
8. Saiki K
9. Magical Girl site
10. Hunter x Hunter
11. Re: Zero
12. Konosuba
13. kakegurui
14. Toilet Bound Hanako Kun
15. The promised Neverland
16. Another
17. Attack on titian
18. Beastars
19. Citrus
20. Spirited Away
21. Your Name
22. No game no life
23. Shimoneta
24. Blend S
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