sorry i just need to vent, there will probably be alot of errors..
it hurts so much
it hurts to see them offline so much
i know they're hanging out with other people and i want to be happy for them bur i can't get myself to
i feel so toxic sometimes, i should be happy for her, not be anxious that she'll leave me
can i really be blamed tho? she's my FP, the only thing thats keeping me motivated and im fucking everything up by being a jerk
why does it hurt so much when they hang out with other friends? we used to talk to much.. now im lucky if i even get a reply back under 2 hours..
i know that they still like me, they dont hate me and i hate having to ask for reasurance over and over again because i feel like scratching my skin off whenever i see them online and im not even left on read
not like i deserve anything better anyways. im just wasting her time
not like we can ever be a couple! she probably despises me..
am i a creep? i feel sick of myself, i cant help but feel jealous
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im sorry
im sorry im trying to get better but i cant talk to anyone and i am so fucking close to snapping but i dont want to make her upset or make her think i dont want her to have any friends
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im sorry.
Help i accidentally 'confessed' my crush on my bff but i just danced around the question if it was her I'm talking about and I'm vbfbdfrb HELP I promised to confess on valentine's day but I'm not ready nor do i have anything planned!!!
pls help cries
No commentsLmao I'm so bored and I need more rp buddies!!
Uhh preferrably danganronpa roleplayers but I can try n do other stuff but we should talk it out first
I mostly want to do some komahina rn buut any ship works as long as it isn't toxic/ includes k/ito/ is hinanami or komanami (discomforts for personal reasons)
I write lit+ (more than like 3 paragraphs) so pls try to match the pace or at least 2 paragraphs!! U can view my writing on my AO3 (UninterestingAppleCider) if you want to!!
Anyways I don't think I'll find anyone but worth a shot :')
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