hello, after taking a much needed break, i have returned.

to those who saw my blog explaining why i was going, here's an update:
shark has been found and is in perfectly good health!!
it was quite the scare and took a bit to find her, but once i did, i was able to calm down. i still needed a while to myself, though.

but anyways, yeah. i am back now and will be on again every day like the relapsing addict i am !!!!

this morning i woke up to the sight of my tarantula's tank on the floor. my cat had knocked it over and there was a mess everywhere. thankfully, i'm sure shark (my tarantula) survived the fall based off of the fact that her body wasn't right there so she had to be alive in order to move. but my chances of ever finding her are slim to none. she's extremely small so there's hardly a chance i will ever see her. and my family kills every spider or bug they see, so with my luck they'd probably squash her or something.

so, what i'm trying to say is i'm genuinely really upset over this. like i'm writing this to try to keep myself calm and not have a panic attack over this. so, i will be taking a break and will not be active for a while bc this simple thing is genuinely going to stress me out for days. i do not know when i will come back but hopefully i would have found shark by then.

hi i'm bored so here are my favorite songs (yes, this will be ongoing):

literally this entire album
magic room by takayan
washing machine by mitski
EVERY ASHNIKKO SONG
bass slut by s3rl
fscene8 by the medic droid liTERALLY MAKES ME SCREAM IT EVERY TIME !! IT'S SO GOOD.

hihi i'm bored so i'm giving out the css to my old layouts and any new ones i feel like creating :P

if you ever want a personal css dm me! let me know that you want it and i'll give you some more info :)

anyways,, here's the document with all the css: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1qkYHF5RM5Ie7bFA0AIJbFLooLMCkswaQM1A8riJP1lw/edit?usp=sharing

(also, pls don't harass me via email LOL)

DNI IF:
— you meet basic dni criteria (lgbtphobic, racist, a boot licker, etc. just don't be a horrible person, ok?)
— you are under thirteen. idk u can add me but pls don't message me/comment (unless u have questions about something).
— you have extreme typing quirks and don't provide translations.
— you use that thick ass cursive text in ur page. im sorry but i physically cannot read it for the life of me. however thin, legible cursive is fine (similar to the one i currently have).
— you have like,, eyeballs ?? on your page. or just eyes on your page. like obviously if it's a picture of yourself, i'm okay with that, but those pages where the background is just,, eyes.. please do not interact with me, if any part of your aesthetic has eyes. and i will not hesitate to block you, too. /srs
— you are cis & het. /hj you can comment and we can talk a little but don't expect me to be comfortable becoming close with you. /srs

BYF:
— pls do not refer to me with anything feminine (ex. pretty, beautiful, etc). i prefer gender-neutral/masculine adjectives.
— i will occasionally post vents (and they will have warnings, if necessary) and if that makes u uncomfy then be warned.
— please be sure to use tone tags when the tone of a message may seem hard to understand. you don't have to use it for everything you said, but a clarifier would be nice :3
— also please read my carrd if u wanna become friends/interact!!
— feel free to add my discord [sprite (he/him)#9945] and join my server!