So like, I kinda wanna start dating again but I wanna start dating someone who can handle me. I have trauma so I tend to seem or react different to things. Such as:
-I don't like being touched without permission
-I react pretty badly when people are angry/upset/pissed of/disappointed at me
-I crave affection a little too much
-Have hypersexuality
-Tend to overthink a lot, especially if I'm talking to someone and they just stop talking to me, I tend to think that they got bored of me, or they just don't like me anymore and wanna find someone new
-Isolate myself for days, maybe weeks because of some small situation
-I'm not possessive BUT I do get slighty jealous and will show that I'm your girlfriend by holding your arm like a teddy bear
-I take consent VERY seriously, if we do something sexual or romantic, consent has to be put in place first before we can continue so both of us are comfortable
-I flinch very hard and a lot. Like if someone in front of me or next to me does a fast movement, I will flinch very hard
-When I get stressed or when I start to get angry, I fling my wrists a lot or I become extremely quiet because I'll drift off in space
-I do also get distracted very easily

So yea...😊💕

So, lemme tell you more about myself. My name is Astara, but tons of people don't call me by my actual name. My nicknames are Star, Starfish, Shooting star (It's a dark joke), Staramay, Starisha, Astarisha, Starburst, and Moon. I listen to Nirvana, Bring Me The Horizon, Veruca Salt, Green Day, Blink-182, Misfits, My Chemical Romace, The Offspring, Fall Out Boy, Sum 41, Paramore, Slipknot, Iron Maiden, System Of A Down, Guns N Roses, Linkin Park, Disturbed, DragonForce, Cannibal Corpse, Queen, Led Zeppelin, Jimmy Eat World, Weezer, The All American Rejects, Pierce The Veil, and Simple Plan. I do also listen to classical music sometimes. I live in Massachusetts, so if anyone lives in or near Mass, lemme know cuz I'm bored and need new friends that listen to my kind of music. I might be pansexual, but I'm not fully sure, BUT I have a pretty clear feeling I do, I'm just not sure. I need more guy friends cuz I feel more comfortable around them, not saying that girls can't be friends with me, you can be friends with me if you're a girl, it's just I mostly have bad experience with hanging out with girls. Not much about me is exciting, but if you still wanna be friends, you can add me and message me.

Okay, so like, I'm new to MySpace, never had one before and only made one because it seems cool to have one and also because I saw someone making an account on TikTok. So, I have no clue how to snazzy up my profile and I hate how bland it is, I've literally have been watching so many videos on how to edit your profile and like, nothing's working. I've been doing this for D A Y S and I'm starting to give up and just look at other people's profile and admire them :(

Help me. I've been in my room for God know's how long and play Hatsune Miku's song I'm Thinking Miku on loop while choking on Doritos while my LED lights are spazzing out at 3 in the morning while my phone is blasting Judas by Lady Gaga.