hey guys I'm sorry I wasn't really active </3 happy new year and happy holidays! my phone broke an didn't work anymore on the 24th of December lmao. on new years I was just in my room talking to my friend and just laughing. TW: I'm talking about subjects like depression ,mental hospitals. my depression got really bad. I started hearing voices which that never happens to me? I also got really bad thoughts that I can control most of the time but I couldn't control them these past few weeks. I might be going to a mental hospital in a few days or maybe weeks. so if I'm offline you guys know. I don't really like talking about things like this but I just really needed to get that out of my chest. But I want to know how everyone's holidays went! what did everyone do?

finally I don't have to join a zoom call with my crusty teachers. but anyways happy holidays to everyone!

for some reason my cursor isnt working lol any advice?
*update
finally i got it to work

i think one of my neck veins popped lmao. like my neck has been hurting really bad today. and everytime i touch where it hurts its literally a vein! anyways rn its 3:58 am lol and im so bored so someone entertain me!!! lol