dont worry anymore

E lost most of his contact to her (i swear i didn't do shit to their contact).

I'm happy.

Now only M is in my sight.

So...
In my last blog post, i talked about a specific girl that i met last march and basically fell in love with.
Now, she is pretty known among my best friends and my circle in general, but there are two homies that i am
slowly getting jealous off of.

Ever since i confessed, she was cold to me (she gradually became friendlier and nicer to me but meh), however to
all of my friends let's just call them E and M, she was constantly nicer to them.
M gets to talk to her every fucking time and it's pissing me off.
She always laughing and having a talk with one of my best friends and he is about to take something very important
away from me.
I really fucking hate him for what he has done but after all i knew him longer than her and homies over girls, but
it still doesn't change the fact that it fucking hurts me.

E on the other hand was an absolute dickhead.
E always made jokes about him and her being "in love" and shit in front of my face despite him being the second person to
ever know that.
E always slept ON FUCKING PURPOSE while me and her being in the same fucking voice chat room, despite me saying that he should
FUCKING PISS OFF!
E has even spent the last fucking valentines with her (in a best friend manner and not for much long but still), WHICH FUCKING HURTED ME TO THE DEEPEST OF MY CORE KNOWING THAT THIS DICKWEED OF A FRIEND IS PULLING THAT OFF DESPITE ME FIGHTING GRADUALLY HARD FFS!
It has come to a damned point, where i am furiously trying to iniate and ignite a fucking war with all of my friends against him and i have the exact tools and i am in a very fortunate situation, i am just waiting for the perfect time to pull it all off.
I never really knew him anyway so, it will have little impact to me nor my friends...

So i keep y'all updated on this fucking mess i am currently in.

See y'all fagsters.

gosh i fucking miss march 2020.
life was beautiful.
i met my current crush at that time.
she was so nice and friendly.
and beautiful.
she made me smile and become happy.
everyone of my friends were present.
nice times.

1 year forward.
none of my friends are there for me.
none of them care.
i am in a constant war against myself.
i don't know who i am anymore.
i don't know who's bad or good.
i don't know who's my friend and my enemy.
i was so clueless.
that that exact person i fell in love with.
would make me the wicked person i am today.
and yet.
i still fight and sacrifice myself.
for her.

happy march myspace.

imposter

and im feelin great

i have reached full depression and i cant seem to get happy no longer

guys im not quitting or anything im just too lazy to make a new css.
i will make a new css sooner or later tho

Guys Angèle is finally not my wifey anymore since i actually got myself a gf so welp.
But imma keep the Belgian Identity still livin tho

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