I watched evangelion and now i have no interest in anything else :<

SO ive been watching hunterxhunter lately and god damn i wish i had watched it sooner. i love it. the characters are so good dude. like gon is such a cutie and like i love kurapika. im only like half way into the chimera ant arc now but its pogs. pls no spoil. :<

my girlfriend is a lovely person and i love her so fucking much.
thats the post.
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have a cute pic in exchange for ur time spent reading this xd

i dont even know if i actually want to kill myself. its just like i dont want to exist. and the only way for that to happen right now is me to do it myself. and i know i cant. its like if i kill myself what will my parents think. i dont ever tell them anything is wrong tso they just have to draw conclusions and wonder why and the only thing thats wrong is me. like everything in my life is fine. im the only problem and how do i justify living or find a reason to keep getting up everyday. i just dont know what to do. or how to change.

Damn you ever get really just sad and angry and just feel awful for like 0 reason at all? Cause i wanna like kill myself rn. and its like yo what happened? Idk man.

Im trying really hard to make this not look like shit and it is not going well lmao. not sure where i yoinked this from but i am struggling xd