you make me feel light,
as if im flying up in pink, fluffy clouds.
my head is spinning rounds near you,
i go crazy.
what is this called?
is it love or infatuation?
all i know is that i feel euphoria with you,
the purest,
best,
most innocent,
form of happiness there could be.
look into my eyes,
all you can see would be my orbs sparkling in pure joy.
how i wish it can last forever.
i sure hope it will.

my body is hollow.
all the air from my lungs are gone.
it is as if i am a microscopic being again,
small, almost invisible from everyone.
how shall i survive like this?
i ask myself frequently.
maybe i do know the answer.
maybe not.
all i can do for now,
is to bear with myself and all my troubles.

fairytales.

i think about my early childhood . with that is the stories i was told about . y'know , the prince being the only hope for the princess to be saved and all the bullshit . further on in life , i thought about what would happen if the roles were reversed . what if the princess was the prince's only hope to be saved ? would the way i learnt to look at gender roles different ? would the gender roles in society be different too ? (there obviously would be some kind of butterfly effect as gender roles in those fairytales followed the ones from real life .) i really question it .

stars.

i think about collecting stars a lot . not like it's possible since the stars are out of my reach , just like how you are . i wish to hold you , like you're a precious star . but wishing doesn't really work , does it ?