totally in l*ve

lost myself in his words again
not in a bad way
i have a feeling that's gonna happen a lot now
im just gonna close my eyes and hear his voice in my head
its a terrible fact that i cant see him right now
hes too far from me
i cant exactly feel his love or how he says things
i cant see how he looks at me
but i know it
i know how it feels
what it looks like
i miss it
i miss him
so anyway im totally in l*ve or whatever but for the love of everything dont tell my boyfriend