ya thats all im 19 lolol

today i got to leave my house for the first time in awhile. was nice ven tho it was to get a flu shot. my arm really hurts now lol. but while I was out I went to my favorite thrift store which I haven't been to since march (actually it was the first time I've been in any building that wasn't my house since march) and im really sure I looked crazy bc I was wearing an n-95 and a blue mask and i was putting on hand sanitizer after i touched anything. (immunocompromised vibes) I got a really cute pair of boots that i just kinda hoped for the best that they would fit bc i couldn't try them on, and they fit perfectly so that's a win. i also got a ton of knitting and other art supplies for so cheap. i love to crochet so i was hoping there would be some transferable skill but its very hard to do so far smh. I was on facetime with my little sister and shes laughing at me bc i kept messing up. but ill figure it out. anyway that's my update for today. i hope you all are well and had a good new years!!

okay yall good news. just got all of my grades for my first semester. All in the A range (one A-) which is so weird to me I haven't done that since grade school. probably like.. 3rd grade? or around age 8 for my non american friends. anyway I ended up with a 3.925 lol that A- got me. but yea that's it I'm super proud of myself I've never been good at school so this was a lot of work for me.
okay hope yall have a beautiful day ily

fighting with someone really important to me and I think this might be the fight that ends things. both of us having bpd isn't helping the situation. they mean so much to me but I hear myself being mean and explosive and I don't mean to be idk how to explain that because they're doing the same thing back. idk this shit sucks my dudes.

as title says i just finishedddddd just submitted my final paper!!
i will not have a single brain cell functioning until january gn

i am eating icecream even tho its 35 degrees (or 2C for my non American friends) its pretty good tbh.

i have a meeting with my professor soon and that scares me bc idk how to take to people in authority positions lmao. also concerned that its gonna run over bc I have therapy right after smh. ill update how it goes

idk if this will work but here's a picture of my cat mil0
https://imgur.com/6YFuusl

whats up yall wyd wyd
im in my last week of classes for the semester! only have to write 2 papers and then I'm done!! I'm so excited because I think I have a 4.0 this semester and I'm so proud of myself because I'm the same person that almost dropped outta highschool.
but I took a break today because I have been working all week and I just worked on some crochet and played stardew valley.

overall not a bad week

hope u guys are well <33

okay just me ranting heloo
but basically, i have 2 final papers I need to write this week and I've written 2 sentences for the one due Friday and 0 for the one due sunday.
Which would normally be fine but the one due Friday is like 10 pages and I am ultra procrastinating rn. so far I have baked a cheesecake (it turned out great 10/10 recommend making from scratch) crocheting a cat and dog sweater (I do not have a dog. id include a picture of one of my cats wearing it but idk how too lol) I'm also in the middle of like 10 crochet projects and I need to just finish one. probably the blanket for my mom but yea.
anyway besides that life is okay both my cats are sleeping on my bed rn and its super cute. I'm still so bored, being immunocompromised sucks I've only left my house >10 times since march and I miss people. hoping I can go back to school in person next year but seems unlikely
anyway I am infact writing this to procrastinate gonna go back to trying to write lol
hope you're having a lovely day <3
(also if someone can tell me how to imbed images into this ill give yall many cute cat pictures but this knowledge escapes me rn )

new pfp but i might change it back.
anyway just something general but im crocheting a blanket for my mom and its taking so freakin long and I feel bad because I told her id have it done this weekend but oh well.
college is kicking my butt & professors that refuse to acknowledge that holiday break is a break, annoy the life outta me
hope ur all doing well <3

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