I WISH I COULD BE AN ACADEMIC LIKE EVERYONE EXPECTS. INSTEAD I AM VIOLENTLY AWARE OF MY LACK OF KNOWLEDGE AND MOTIVATION COMPARED TO PEOPLE MORE CAPABLE THAN I. THE ONLY ONES I CAN EXPLAIN THIS TO HAVE THE SAME PROBLEMS THAT I DO AND DO NOT SEE THE ATROCITY OF SITUATION. THEY THINK THAT EVERYONE SEES THE WORLD THE SAME AS THEY AND I DO. I KNOW THE TRUTH. I KNOW THE DIFFERENCES BETWEEN THESE SCHOLARS AND MYSELF. I ONLY WONDER HOW LONG BEFORE THEY FIND OUT THE TRUTH AS WELL.

PLEASE REMEMBER THAT BLOOD IS SUPPOSED TO BE ON THE INSIDE. If you are experiencing blood outside of your body please get in touch right away! I am always in need of more blood and your donation would go far! You don't need it! ----------------------------------------------------------------------------

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