Ngl I'm kind of mad at the site blowing up on tik tok because i just feel like the community isn't going to be the same. Although i don't think it will last for long. I'm in no way saying this website is boring but its not the most accessible to people with mobile and the features aren't that easy to work with compared to insta or other socials. Don't get me wrong those reasons are part of the reasons i like the site but i don't think its a website that most people will be willing to make long term contributions to. So after a few months i think it'll be (somewhat) the same as before. But with a whole lot more random nonactive accounts.

I've heard some rumors that the site might close but I've heard a lot of people say that it won't close. All we can do is wait ig. I've hada lot of fun tho so i hope it stays up.

thx,
ren

Dear myspacers,

Hi my name is ren but feel free to call me rin, variations of that, and/or nicknames! I like fruits but I'm not really a fan of bananas or raspberries (i think both of those are technically berries). Anyways i like volleyball even I'm not suited for the sport in the height department (its fine tho). I'm sorta okay at css but i wouldn't consider myself bad. And i like dancing but im not really good.
Fun fact: i once ate a crayon in first grade.

sincerely,
ren

I have tried imputing my original css back in but nothing is updating. I thought it might have the code that was messing it up so i tried a different css but nothing is showing up. Does anyone know whats happening to it?

edit : its fixed i think it was because the person i got the base css from (xXemobitchXx) has closed the css off for public use.

I really liked the development of the characters especially prince and and nico. Honestly i feel like this anime did alot for the coverage of all characters. It was also good at shining light at the whole team while keeping a clear view that while Kakeru is the main character that he is also a part of the team. I also like that it was one of few that tried adding representation for poc. While the representation wasn't that accurate i do consider it to be an effort of some sort.

I think while it did not tackle too big of subjects it did make them present. Like how at first nico did not not think his body was good for the sport so he gave up and started smoking after he overcame those feelings he stopped smoking.But i'm happy they didn't just portray it as something that is easy to quit or like it just went "poof". Later in the show we see that nico does in fact sometimes have the urges but looks away from them because he wants to run for his team.

In the end i think it was really beautiful that kakeru saw haji as almost an embodiment of running and haji's love for running is the answer all along. While in haji's view we see that haji thinks of kakeru of everything he wanted to be and he thinks of kakeru as the answer. Finally we see kakeru run towards haji in a different view almost symbolizing how overall they saw each other as the answer. And their friendship is the viewer's answer.

Anyways thanks i just really wanted to talk abt it!

The past is dead. Yet we are still alive. The us, the me 5 minutes ago is dead.

That me will always be dead.

Our bodies produce more cells every second, a constant state of being reborn. Life is being alive. Life is the present. It is not the past nor is it the future.

I ask myself what will I do with my life. Which is just a synonym for “what am I going to do with my present?”

In this constant state of being reborn I change and reform myself like an essay with a pen that one day will run out of ink. That is inevitable.

So write yourself, it’s okay to misspell things or use the wrong wording. Just keep changing it and make sure your proud of it when the pen runs out

7/17/20

Anxiety

Everything.
Around me swirling,
Crashing, clicking

Im sorry.
Everything,
Small whispers,
Laughs thrown

In everything
Can you hear me?
My whispers,
My embarrassment.

Have talked too much?
Have overstepped?
Have i told you something wrong?

Im sorry
I apologize
Il take it back

Ill be quieter next time.
Im sorry

Can you repeat?
Can you rephrase?
I dont understand.

I did it wrong
I forgot
Im sorry

For everything,
Im sorry.

3/30/21