of living

i'll try to not get my head messy again or listen to the thoughts ramming against my skull, so free to constrict and expand:

• i'm leah.
• 23 loser years.
• i had a mental breakdown after high school, was in the ward for a little while after a suicide attempt, still lives at home.
• i'm too afraid and anxious to leave my home, neet lyf3 4-evR.
• diet coke and ice cubes are my only friends.
• do u like poems? i do, i do a lot, i do write them too, read, search for them in the margins of books, or write them on the inside of my eyelids, very violent themes too, huh.
• i've an eating disorder, schizotypal and borderline personality disorder, depression, anxiety, ptsd & panic attacks. my head is not fun, it's muddy and needs a good rinse to get rid of the many nightmares.
• i like manga (bl, shounen, horror & josei), music (all-female-alt-jrock bands, dreamcatcher, all-female-alt-rock bands as well, fiona apple), distracting myself.
  -i'm nice and will respond to almost any mail i get i think?

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