there's something human and alive about love.
no matter what kind of love it is.
and maybe i am afraid.
of losing the love you have for me.
and maybe my heart is a little scared.
of being loved.
of everything.
but.
i'll keep loving you.
it's been so long.
since my heart has hurt like this.
i want it to stop.
please.
make it stop.
and.
even though.
panic sets in my bones.
when the smoke leaves your lungs.
i'm gonna try living with it.
because hurting you scares me more.
but still.
please don't let me lose you.
please don't go.
believe me that i'm trying.
i'm just so terrified.
it's been so long.
since my heart has hurt like this.
i want it to stop.
please.
make it stop.
and.
even though.
panic sets in my bones.
when the smoke leaves your lungs.
i'm gonna try living with it.
because hurting you scares me more.
but still.
please don't let me lose you.
please don't go.
believe me that i'm trying.
please.
i'm just so terrified.