If only you knew how bad things really

I can't decide if existence is innocent or suffering.
Maybe it's both.
Then is creation evil or good?

I wish we weren't stuck on this rock.
All the stone and blood and bone in the world is very cold.
And I don't see this hyperspiral of reality we're going down stopping anytime soon.

Almost you can feel things looking through the cameras on your technology.
You don't know how many cameras there are.
In east Germany they'd often wire tap and record the apartments of suspected or dissenting people.
Amazon is basically their own private country at this point.
I imagine the future wont be the complete dismantling of the state or the incorporation of corporations.
But instead a messy and repulsive fusion of both of them.
My country doesn't feel like it's going to last a long time.