6/23/21

3:12 p.m.
i impulsively cut 10 inches of my hair the other day in order to feel pretty again. i also think part of it was because i wanted a way to visually change myself for this journey of bettering my mental health. there were other reasons why i did it, but i don't really want to get into the because it's a little embarrassing and pathetic lmao.

i've been having flashbacks lately. i started having flashbacks to the night of when i was SAed during the month of may. i think that's another reason why my mental health got so bad so fast. these new flashbacks though, they're different. i keep getting flashbacks of my happiest moments from the past couple of months. i think it's nice. they're a lot better than the ones i was having last month.