I FEEL LIKE I CANT MAKE NEW FRIENDS

to put it simply, everytime i try to make a new friendship (irl) and i think that i found an incredible friend and im so thankful for them. /HOWEVER/, then they pull up some move on me and i get uncomfortable af. LIKE DOOD PLEASE DONT.
For example today; i went outside with my bestfriend and we were playing lorde outside while laying on a blanket. then, all of a sudden, she interwines her fongers with mine. i get extremely anxious and unsafe whenever something unexpected like this happens, so as soon as i came up with the idea i reached out for a tissue to blew my nose and then made a joke about how i cant feel anything cause i lost all sense in my fingers thanks to how cold it is.
IF ANYBODY HAS A SIMILAR EXPERIENCE LIKE ME FEEL FREE TO LEAVE A COMMENT BECAUSE IM HOPELESS AND THIS IS AT LEAST THE FIFTEENTH TIME THIS HAPPENED TO ME (with different people)