i hate it

i wrote so much like 30 minutes ago
that i was going to post
and then it said "invalid" and logged me out so i lost everything
i probably went past the 4k characters allowed but its not like they tell you that
i should be saving these somewhere before posting them in case that happens again
well to recap
-i talked about my nostaligc love for 2011-2014 radio pop, considered coining a xenogender though didnt think on it much more
-sort of vented about how i hate i cant vibe on main (twitter) and its sorta been locked to an art account, exactly what i was trying to avoid
-thought about my mutuals that i know next to nothing about and how im inspired by them in a way
-considered locking my main to maebe let loose and become like my mutuals who i admire
ill expand on that now
again
thinking about it all i wanted to lock my main and talk like how i do on my personal
off topic i smell the slightest tang of
smoke?
like burning
its only there for a split second and only in a specific position
fyi im kinda cradling my pillow right now
and when i look up
with the top right vertice of my pillow in front of my face
i can very faintly smell it
and then it goes away
welp
i dont feel like continuing
ciao