I really don't know, I'm just ashamed of my existence, I try to learn Spanish and English, but I'm unhappy and for, stuck in this country. I'm sad that my drawings and stories are stupid, but the skill is kind of good, yes, I just want to do something for others, draw a comic and write songs, but damn, I'm too bad at it all. I'm sorry
i’m gonna cry this is so confusing

I have a girlfriend, I'm not looking for a mate, but I would like to find friends and mentors