dying inside ya know

hi ive been dead for a while but i have returned, i moved down to a wayyy smaller town and everything has been weird since, im not used to people consistently caring about me so its kinda fucking wack. aside from that i started listening to more classic scene kid shit and getting more into all of that. basically becoming what i idolized most of my childhood. am currently noticing the whole y2k fashion movement stuff is full of clothes i wanted in 2007 and im slightly considering starting to make my own clothes and such because right now is the perfect time for colored denim microskirts and pink cheetah print fur coats and im absolutely loving it. im tryna find stuff so i can learn to make kandi but i dont want to support hobby lobby so im tornnn lmao. also i dont steal so thats out of the question, but i reallyyyy dont want to give them my money so im scouring the area for craft stores lmao. either way im a seabird over troubled waters and all of that, fun times. trying my best to find my niche down here but apparently the bible thumpers dont appreciate my makeup or all the skulls and pentagrams on my clothes. but only time will tell whether theyre objectively better than me or not. i cant bother myself with the opinions of those who dont understand. none here know my story and few shall learn as it is long and arduous, though i tell it with a grin the contents are distressing to say the least. if they knew they might just ignore me altogether (which may not be the worst) but i have to be a polite and above all normal young girl. thereforer no mentions of murder, suicide, death, or gore. which honestly leaves me at a conversational disadvantage, as i always feel comfortable with those topics. i really dont like the 'so where are ya from, whats up with your family' id rather just speak about how tj lane broke out of prison and only made it about 3 blocks before getting scooped back up. fucking tj lane is such a joke i forgot about how stupid some of the things hes done are. regardless, ill shake my booty up in 3d, ill shake my booty in my own movie its my movie my movie
https://64.media.tumblr.com/9d4bada611ff28d80143740c167a4859/tumblr_oq7lnq4iXs1w9222no1_400.gifv