i now know that what i did - stealing love - was because i thought that's what emotional vampires were supposed to do. but it never felt quite right. i thought if i kept doing it, it would eventually feel right. then when draculaura called me - well, toralei really - i thought that if i could get the heart that got away, it would change me and everything would be fine. but i was just a real pain in the fang to everyone and made a fool of myself. so i've come to the conclusion being myself has to be easier than not being myself, right? back then, i hated the thought of who i really was, and that conflict made me become someone who wasn't me. it's time to be true to myself, but it's scary. ⚣