Ahaha this goes out to my m*m like can we like fucking knowledge the fact that im in pain like im doing my fucking best but noOoOOoOo "you dont do anything" BITCH IM STAYING ALIVE FOR YOU HOW IS THAT NOT ENOUGH ME BEING SUICIDAL HAS JUST GONE THROUGH THE FUCKING ROOF HOW WOULD IT FEEL TO KNOW YOU COULD OF STOPPED YOUR CHILD FROM COMMITTING SUICIDE HAVING THE BURDEN OF KNOWING YOU CAN STOP ALL OF THIS BUT NO GO DO YOUR SCHOOL WORK THE ONLY REASON WHY IM FUCKING FAILING IS CAUSE IM FOCUSING ON MYSELF BECAUSE IM SICK IN THE HEAD AND IM TRYING TO FIX THAT SO I DONT HURT YOU BUT YOU DONT DESERVE THAT ANYMORE YOUR SUPPOSED TO PROTECT ME MAKE ME FEEL SAFE IN MY HOUSE I LITERALLY GOT SEXUALLY TOUCHED BY YOUR FUCKING BOYFRIEND BUT IM TO SCARED TO TELL YOU BECAUSE YOUR JUST GOING TO YELL AT ME OR MAYBE EVEN SAY "OH DONT WORRY IT WAS JUST AN ACCIDENT" AND MAYBE YOUR RIGHT BECAUSE IM OVER FUCKING DRAMATIC
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im so sorry you have to deal with those thoughts :( i hope you'll eventually feel better!!