Visual Snow Syndrome

The suckiest thing I have to deal with besides my parents likely, is my visual snow syndrome

it's considered a very rare disorder, in which the affected have a constant film grain effect over what they see
check out Homotoast's page for an example of what we have to see, or check out this nifty simulator

https://visionsimulations.com/visual-snow.htm

We all experience it at different levels, but to best demonstrate mine, select a background and put Density at 0.85, Speed at 17, and Grain Size at 1.635

it's especially noticeable during dark times, giving me extremely shitty night vision where I'm practically blind, also seeable in a dark background when selected

it's so annoyinggggggg it's 24/7 that I have to see this, it hurts my head/eyes if I stare at f'ing anything