stressed out ~again~

warning: lots of pointless rambling interspersed with random digital paintings i did during quarantine

https://i.imgur.com/eAnQfCQ.jpg

don't know if u guys know this, but my first blog on myspace w93 was about my qualms with physics. who knew that i'd also be bad at comsci! i have this big project due on friday and I'm not even close to done. i need to write a javafx program complete with a persistent database, the documentation and write/practice a 7-minute presentation on it by this weekend. and it's not even for school so i don't even have the class time to prep. I'm lowkey panicking rn bc i just stayed up all of last night and i barely got anything done but that's ok. so what if my desktop application is just a glorified login screen with a few buttons. iT iS wHaT iT iS.

on a more positive note, i think i'm finally happy with my css layout, i have a feeling that I'm going to get bored of it v soon, as i do w/ all my themes but we'll see.

https://i.imgur.com/MSIf1nc.png

i'm curious how the situation with the pandemic is affecting everyone else. ik some countries r doing significantly better than other. i decided to stay in online school for the rest of the school year bc i decided it wasn't worth it. it's hard to tell in advanced bc everything changes so fast. i remember last summer i felt so bad for the seniors who had gotten their senior year "ruined", i would have never thought that it would still be going on one year later.

https://i.imgur.com/sTBFmSM.png

in the meantime, i wanna leave y'all w/ this:
"My mom bought a cheese grater from Amazon today for me. That's the highlight of my week tbh I don't have much going on." (me, my journal, 01/30/21)

if u read this far, thnx for reading my long-ass vent, this site has been the best part of my new year by a long shot. <3

• sophie