not particularly nostalgic

i really want to go back to when the first season of steven universe was just coming out, simply watching the same re-runs of just the few episodes that had released, not knowing how intense that lil show would get and just...simpler times they were in the year of 2013.

no pandemiccccc
no challenging schoooooool work
no worrying about the future that gets closer every daaaaaaaaaaaay
not being at all politically aWARE lol (I KNOW IT'S IMPORTANT BUT GOD IT'S EXHAUSTING)
no gosh ding dang darn identity crisis literally just were what you were
JEEZ IDK MAN i just wanna wanna be a dummy dum dum kid again

o shite actually i think 2013 was the year i supposedly "almost died" from some kind of kidney complication....but i didn't! sooo fuck it. hell i still wanna go back, pfft i'd actually like to make more friends in that lil game room i didn't find out they had until my second to laST day at the hospital >:v