shinji kinnie moment

im so lonely. like i have friends and a person i like and they (used to) like me back, but i still feel lonely and alone heh. i tried offing myself like a month ago and i woke up in my bed and went to school the next day as if i didn't douse myself in pills last night. ugh im extremely tired. my friend is encouraging my self harm... okay i guess, he flashed his cuts in my face last Friday. i was walking home from school and i witnessed some dude get mugged i think idk. OH MY GOD GUESS WHAT HAPPENED LIKE 3 WEEKS AGO!!! so my sister and me when to go get some slushies and some crazy bitch jump out the car and starts jumping around the street and screaming then BOOM!!THE BITCH TOOK HER UNDERWHERE AND SKIRT OFF AND STARTED SHITTING...I WAS LAUGHING SO HARD AND MY SISTER KICKED ME BECAUSE IT WAS NO LAUGHING MATTER HELP!! anyways im not okay. ily guys <33