slight vent/rant *TRIGGER WARNING*

today i found out that a youtuber from my childhood is a fucking groomer and now im having a hard time processing this because he was a big part of my childhood
his name is destery smith or capndesdes as most people know him and im honestly just shocked right now because never in a million years would i ever think about the possibility of him being a groomer but turns out he is
i only found out because a girl on tiktok exposed him of grooming her when she was twelve ( her @ is urgirladrie ) but to know that someone i looked up to and watched daily is a groomer makes me sick and to even think i supported this man knowing he was friends with shane back then is fucking gross
i cant even think straight knowing there are most definitely other victims and seeing someone from my childhood get exposed as a groomer is heartbreaking cause i looked up to so many people and seen them get exposed as terrible people and then thinking he was a great guy but no hes not
side note: this is probably only the surface of what hes done so there are possibilities of other things hes done so if anything else gets released about him i might update