Bad feeling

Last blog of today. It was... An okay day. My cat got into an accident--SHE'S 100% FINE THOUGH and she has a vet appointment tomorrow anyways so I'm going to ask them to make SURE she isn't hurt. But that accident I witnessed and it triggered a bad panic attack.

After that it was okay. My older brother got me some sushi and dropped it by. Then I just spent the rest of the day trying to feel better by doing puzzles and watching YouTube. I ripped up some old jeans to turn into patches that I started painting awhile ago.

My neighbors started screaming right outside of my door though so that also wound up triggering me. I just wish they would respect their volume a bit more;; there's no need to scream bloody murder while standing in an apartment complex hallway next to someone you know has PTSDs door;;;;

My new demonia shoes apparently came in the mail today but are still at my roommates moms' house. I'll have to get them in the next few days. I did get one of my four packages from Sallys though. It's only got bleach in it. I won't get the dye for the next hair color I want to do until around the 17th.

Idk how tomorrow is going to go. My cats have that vet appointment that I mentioned at 11 AM today (I'm writing this at 3 AM)... I have a really bad feeling, though.

I have extreme agoraphobia, so maybe it's just my fear of going out in general... But I just have a very bad feeling. I have a stalker irl that lives near the vet office that has been popping up subliminally in my life again (though I doubt they ever really leave as much as I just start noticing them more often sometimes)
I might talk about them one day in a blog. Idk.
But yeah my roommate will be with me so nothing bad should happen. I hope.

I'll hopefully update everyone tomorrow about how everything was fine and went normally and that I'm just being paranoid again lol

Night guys.

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