wH4T I$ T1M3?!?!!!!?!!?!???
MY GOD oh jeez oh wow. wasn't yesterday like just halloweeN....BUT IT ALSO FEELS LIKE SEPTEMBER WAS LITERAL FUCKIN YEARS AGO. I've neglected my page for so long omg, my bad. i think I remember writing something but then it all getting deleted and I just GAAAGGHHHHAGAHG.
anyways hey huemanes. work is draining, feel like im missing out on life, and constantly filled with raGE that i lack the energy to express. all that shit is just sitting in every single lil crevice of my body. ON TOP OF THAT we are now seemingly going to be virtual all year :D so that doesn't make me feel any better at all because there's this totally healthy dose of fear I am a child and will struggle to ever burn through and out of that chunky layer of immaturity and won't be ready once it's time to leave this high school sort of protective bubble BECAUSE we've missed so much. especially since there's quite a bit that is gained from our daily interactions and conflicts n' shit with others and its happening so so much less.
plz tell me how you guys are feeling, the goods and the bads.if you'd like to yk? either way I genuinely hope you come across something that gives you the smiley's today
oh yeah for sure...and thus ya just gotta love the cursed duality of the human experience :D
Its alright to let yourself go as long as you can let yourself back, sry if it makes no sense, lol
it is exhausting.
oh but how comforting to finally realize you've merely been letting your mind race and simply need to take a step back a bit
It’s funny how time goes slow when your thoughts are racing about things
thanks dude i actually am at a lower, more neutral feeling now after having written that out lol.
I'm assuming you mean outside in like the world and shizz and ye that's super fair just wish life didn't feel like it's sort of at a standstill while at the same time things around us are simply keeping on happening, constantly movin' right along.
I hope you’re doin better now, tbh the worse it is outside, the happier i’m inside
they sure as heck aren't nice feelings but it does feel better knowing I'm not just overthinking or losing me mind
hello friend im 18 but i feel the same with this