wanting to be gone.

sometimes i wish i could disappear somewhere much nicer much more magical.
i want to grow alone i want to form into a tree as calm and peaceful.
i want to live somewhere serene.
but i know that is impossible.
this world has many cruel things and people, and i should get used to it.
we dont know whats out there.
we dont know where our destiny lies.
maybe thats why were always trying to find new things to do and love.
so we can find where we truly belong.
life genuinly fears me.