Just want to socialise
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It's been so long since I've actually had an outside-of-college interaction with somebody. Lost contact with all local friends. This is all a load of bollocks.
I wanna be in someone's garden in the middle of the night listening to music and talking about shit, or walking in the streets with people under amber street lamps. Not that I did this that much before lockdown, but it's getting to me a bit, not to bare all, but I need to vent.
Hopefully once this finishes I can take a coach and meet online mates or go clubbing, invite college friends out and shit. But for now I'm stuck inside watching True Detective, listening to country music, and wracking my brain trying to write short-films.
I'd ask if anyone's feeling the same but I think everyone is, I can't believe February earliest this shit is ending, they're saying April now, I feel like I've lost a chunk of my best years. Although I have grown a lot this year, matured, I still wish I could wave a proper goodbye to my teenage years, here's hoping my twenties are a little more social. University on the Horizon, and then either a career in Teaching or trying to work my way up through the film industry, be it indie or Dodgywood.
Your message cut off but I think I get the gist. Yeah, I have grown a lot during this whole ordeal, a lot of people have. I'm not thankful it happened but I'm thankful it has given me the chance to rest and not be as hard as I was on myself before. I still feel that 2020 was better than 2019 in some aspects lol. It can always get worse but it can always get better too, there's always a bright side even in the darkest moments.
Things won't get better before they get worse, but you can only keep your head up you know? Since quarantine started to now I bet you feel like a completely different person than now. What you can do really is imagine once everything is fine and you can go out without thinking too much about it. You can strip away those blegh heavy feeling and hopefully it will be summer but then! Think of all those things you can do after your growth through this time. Yea you might be looseing a couple years of of your
Helll yeeeeeee
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when (if) covid eases up england and i know what im doin for uni we're meetin up and doin MEN STUFF
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YEAHAHHHHHH MADAFACKAAA
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BOYSBOYSBOYSBOYS DAAA BOYYYZZZZZZZZ THE REEM LADSSSS
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Totally. I have been kinda fair to IRL people because a lot of them I didn't communicate online with anyway, some people are just easier to communicate face-to-face with, others online. I've not really been doing any friend's-list-reaping like a lot of people. Maybe people think I am that friend, lol, but yeah. I think I probably got COVID because of my Mum, fortunately it hasn't affected me if I have. I get to stop self-isolating tomorrow so I may go to CEX (if it's open) and get a few DVDs and a Gregs.
I know been feeling lonely during this whole thing but its really made me realize most of my irl friends kind of suck been cutting ties but i still miss those little thing like saying good morning to someone as you walk past and not being under the thumb of fear that you might get some disease that might fuck you up for the rest of your life or worse... but ive grown too ive had the time to really self reflect on my life and stuff find new bands and people. cant wait for the influx of coming of age movies