filter (there's a twist)
ok so i did the snapchat anime filter thing (excuse the bad camera)
https://i.imgur.com/mgHsRQO.jpg
https://i.imgur.com/mPJ4QsQ.jpg
and then i realized i look like the dead mom stereotype.
https://i.imgur.com/SU1gah3.png
TW: sexual assault
i'm sorry i've been ignoring some of y'all this week, i'm not in the right headspace and my DPDR's kinda getting worse by the day. i knew all along that my dad was a messed up person but i didn't want to admit it to myself so i kinda made my own reality in my naive little mind where my dad was still my superman. what kind of father tells his daughter that all men want is sex and that i should live with that? i have sexual trauma and this is how you treat me when i open up, fucking hell. then dad just goes and watches netflix movies with sexual assault in them in front of me and when i tell him to stop it 'cause it makes me uncomfortable, he just gets visibly angry at me.
thank you for saying that, i appreciate it HAHA but don't worry, i go to therapy and am on medication so i'll be fine! but i guess it's hard for me to find people of authority to support me 'cause most of the people in my life are the same as him.
yo. remember to take care of yourself.
i personally know how having the image of your dad detached from the reality can make it very easily for him to take advantage of you.
try to retain an objective point of view and reach out and look for another figure of authority to support you.
remember that a father figure doesnt necessarily need to be your actual dad, and having a strong school teacher or counsler who will be there for you is absolutely the best way to heal.
since i can't take care of myself, i'll just say that whatever you guys are going through you will survive. no one's going to hold your hand and you'll be the only one there to pull you up but at least you could say you're a survivor. you did that all on your own and i'm so very proud of you.
thank you so much for the support guys but it'll be ok! i'm just afraid of the long term effects this will put on me. he's still my dad and- i'm honestly not sure what i'm trying to say, maybe i'm too attached to childhood memories to think for myself. asian households kinda suck wbk.
i feel so sadddd rn! i know exactly how that feels unforntunently... if u need ANYTHING! pls hit up my mail box im so sorry u have to feel that way and go through that! sending u all the love in the world. ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
sorry to hear that :(
your dad sounds like a weak person. Don't listen to him
cool pictures but not nice thing :( baddie