i dont have any internet friend

As someone who likes to stay at home, always on their computer, u may think it would be normal for me to have internet friend;
you're wrong
I'm totally incapable of making friends online.
I don't get how people do that.
IRL its easy, I'm forced to talk to people in my class. But on the internet, I'm always so scared of people. I join a lot of discord servers but I barely talk once a week.
I have some people I interact with regularly, we reply to each other tweets, they like my posts, etc...
But I never had the type of friend u talk to daily, I never called anyone I met on social media, etc
seeing my mutuals having real e-friends make me so sad
:(

that's it bye ty for reading me vent ig