diary <3

04-18-21 2:21

pls i’m gonna just write here bc i have nobody to speak to lmao
i deleted twitter and instagram that i was addicted to and i’m trying to have a detox and focus on more important things like myself or playing electric guitar and piano
it’s my last year at my music school and i’m completely messing it up
i know that there’s a lot of people having similar issues like me and i just want to say that whoever is reading it right now it’s gonna be okay just listen to some music calm yourself down do breathing exercises delete your most addicting apps on ur phone and try to find hobbies or study subject you like more
i believe in you
i love youuu

04-20-21 12:28am

recently i deleted twitter and ig from my phone trying to detox and win my addiction from them
but well i cheat sometimes by using twitter from website or ig on my computer
it’s not the same but it’s still cheating tho
and i’m mad at myself about it but keep fingers crossed that i’m going to win this and not use those socials that much anymore!

04-22-21 12:46am

i lost
i downloaded ig again (you can follow me btw @/majaxv) BUT i don’t use it as much as i used to 3 days ago and i’m so proud of it
tw // sh
i’m beating my goals recently i’m 1 month and almost 10 days clean!! that’s so amazing that i want to try live better even tho there were really bad times and there’re scars from that
i survived it! i’m alive!
now i know that you can do this too! if you’ll ever need help you can always message me i accept everyone to my fwiends
remember: it’s ok to be not okay

04-28-21 7:15pm

this week will be sick
as you know i am a HUGE fan of twenty one pilots and billie eilish
and this is such a win i mean
on thursday - billie eilish "your power"
on friday - twenty one pilots "choker"
how am i not be happy that way?
well, i can. i have so much homework to do and im coming back to school on may 15th i think and my notes - they don't exist. also i have music school and it's my last year there and all of the exams are crushing me
WELL AT LEAST ITS MY BIRTHDAY WEEK NOW

05-05-21 11:14pm

y'know 2nd may passed nothing happened
i'm just a little bit more stupid, but at least i got the songs!!!!!