35!4d3

i want to leave
i want to escape
i want to kill
i want to die
i want to have the world in my hands
i want to be loved
i want to become god
i want to make sure the world stays pure

i've gotten high on pleasure
pleasure of being high
high on a head full of those thoughts
those thoughts that can produce a different reaction and outcome

the world is impure
i must make sure
that i stay number one

skinny l3gs
skinny 4rms
i am nothing but skin and bone

starve me
feed me
help me
save me
end me
teach me

wrong from right
i still crave the sweet release

help me
help me help me
i can not escape

help me
help me
help me
help me
help me
help me
help me
help me
help me

they are back

help me

save me

love me

hold me

touch me

hurt me

hit me

kick me

i want to be in your possession

(don't think anything about this it's just me talking about my obsession with people who hurt me )