2021-02-17

uh... I forgot to do one of these yesterday, and I think that it's good that I forgot. Because yesterday was genuienly painful. Everything hurt as well, I was super sick and stuff- and at some point I cried for like... an hour or two. I don't know why I did that. I usually never cry, no matter what happens. SO uh,,, yeah, that's something. But either way! Today I did stuff- (Kinda) I woke up from a nightmare- at around 4 am. And after that, I had a huge headache. (still kinda do) I texted my friend '' goodmorning '' like I usually do, but I think they were asleep cause they didn't answer-
Also! Lately I've been wakening up at 3-5 am everyday. I don't know why lol- It just happens, and then I can't go back to sleep. Which honestly? That's so annoying. I'm so tired everyday. I don't know why, I just don't get it. It feels like I'm constantly lacking sleep / sleep deprived... I sleep around 10+ hours usually! I shouldn't feel so tired for sleeping too much- lol

but uh,,, I might make some kandi soon! I asked my mum if she could buy me the things to make it w, cause I really want to start making them. And she said yes, which kinda made me happy hehe. I think my mum bought me an energy drink or two just how I asked her to- It makes me really happy that she did that. Cause maybe it's gonna make me feel less tired? I think it will, I drink a lot of them sometimes, and they make me usually feel more '' fresh '' if that makes sense-

But uh... yeah- I don't really have any plans for today. I think I'm just going to play some minecraft and chat w some of my friends.. Well not really some cause it's not like I have a lot of them- It's only like.. one. So... I don't think I can say '' some '' lol- anyways! I think I'm just gonna head out now- Bye!