sad

my pops really doesnt respect me as a person i dont known whats wrong with him
its not hard to go through a day without insulting your kid
and then he wonders why i have body image issues, rn i dont even believe myself
what if im just overreacting, they dont seem to care why should i
nothing feels real when im like this, why didnt anybody tell me it would be like this,
they make my brain hurttt. i dont feel the same as i did back then, i wanna be a kid again, this hurts too much
i wanna stop this whole thing,