kinda rant

Wow things have?? Not been amazing right now haha. My therapist quit I think, so I haven’t gone to an appointment in over a month n it’s kind of showing. I have to finish school in the next two weeks and I have over a month of missing work (I’m doing basically homeschooling so it’s all self paced with no zoom calls or anything). For the past eight years I think I’ve had all a’s and now every class except for two are failing. Nng doesn’t feel very nice. (..)_

Last night I also had really bad sensory overload and a panic attack I think. Everything was just building and then my headphones died so I couldn’t use them to block out sounds (I’m really sensitive to noise, although I don’t know why?), and I accidentally dropped my step brother’s Mac and cheese. Yeah, lots of crying and very frustrated stimming ensued.

But Sally Face has been really helping honestly. It sounds kind of dumb, but I kinda see Sal as really strong (mentally mostly), and it’s almost comforting? I just think about him a lot and he makes me feel better. Aaa it sounds really dumb but it helps me (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)

https://pin.it/1Ccis6w (As I was going to find this I saw some angsty art of him and almost cried omg I need to stop looking at Pinterest when I’m sad (T_T) )

But yeah I’m sorry to vent on here I just don’t have much of an outlet anymore. On the bright side, tysm for 50 friends!!!! It makes me super happy to know people enjoy my page and think I’m cool enough for a follow back lol. That’s it for now!

Luv u guyz <3