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hey guys

ok so i’ve admittedly been mia bc stress about p much everything in my life but i’m back now 😭. did anything happen to y’all while i was gone or anything? feel free to talk about anything in the comments while i vent jdjdjdj

i start school again in a few days and i’m freaking out bc i’m so afraid i’ll do horribly again like last semester. i actually failed my freshman year of high school (but skipped my junior year!!) and i’m so afraid something like that’s going to happen here at college. plus money has been tight lately for my family but i think i might have to ask for help with books and other stuff if my financial aid suddenly disappears like it’s threatening to and i’m dreading that. i am going to start selling jewelry and stuff next week or so on depop tho (i’m excited!!) so maybe that should help.

also this is me totally over sharing but i’ve been going through such a mental low these past two months that i feel so isolated from everyone in my life, especially my girlfriend and one good friend, i just feel so lonely and unlovable lately :(

but anyways!! lmao i hope you guys are doing much better than me. next time i post a blog hopefully it’ll be pictures of the rings to show y’all. thank you for listening if you made it this far lmao <3333

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strawberry.exe
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ahhh i totally feel you with the being mia from stress T.T the new year is a stressful new year
i hope everything goes well for you with school!! definitely drop your depop i've been looking for new rings
(and if you wanna add me on discord my username is dr mandible jackson#9426 i'm not in any fun groups but yknow)

unplugred
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hope things can go well for you!
i know the feelings, but worrying about stuff like that isnt gonna do anything but make your life more stressful...
cant wait to see your jewelry

yoyo
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hello!!! you're very brave to vent on such a place and i'm very glad you decided to!
i know a stranger on the internet won't help much with just words, but i know for certain that things will get better for you ^^
you're allowed to feel scared or stressed but don't let those feelings get you down!! you can do it, you've come so far so you'll push through any obstacle!!
reach out to the people you love, let them know that you're there for them and you'll find that they'll also always be there for you

earthbender
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also!!! omg i got a discord if anyone if in cool + nice groups i might be interested in feel free to invite me or if you just want to ad me on there since it’s easier to talk on there than here lmao. tbh i don’t know much about how to use discord but i haven’t used it really since i got it 😭 ok last comment lmao

earthbender
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oh also i was wondering how people felt about me making css bases/templates and stuff. like i know so many newbies using them seem taboo to older users on here but it’s fun to do so i figure why not if it helps somebody out lmao

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