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author = "moonboy"
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rant fucking inbound.
I am sick and TIRED of myself. this fucking urge to go back and do shit that makes me a complete FUCKING failure. this is so stupid i am such an IDIOT. i fucking HATE YOU COKE I FUCKING HATE YOU!!! SO MUCH!!!!! YOU MAKE MY FACE FUCKING BLEED WHILE I'M WORKING AND YOU MAKE ME DRAIN MY POCKETS AND LIE TO MY FAMILY!!!!!! YOU DONT LET ME ENJOY MYSELF WHEN I'M WITH MY FAMILY I FUCKING HATE YOU SO MUCH!!!! YOU MAKE ME HIDE THE FUCJING BLOOD IN MY MASK AND PRETEND IT ISNT THERE AND RUIN THEY WAY I FEEL
I WISH I NEVER WOULD'VE TOUCHED YOU BUT I FUCKING TOLD MYSELF 'EVERYONE EXCEPT ME' DIDN'T I???? FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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oh no