lmao uh its been a while... tomorrow will be my last day for break and i don't want it to end T^T
anyway, lately ive been streaming on twitch this whole break and also having a mental breakdown too which sucks (except for the streaming part).
tbh 2020 has been a stressful year and it still seems like im suck in it even though we moved to 2021. like on new years eve i just treated it like it was any regular day, i didn't celebrate nor felt happy on that day. is it just me or did anyone felt like that too??
moving on, i hope everyone had a wonderful break and a new year!!
Don't force yourself to do something you don't wanna do <3 have funn!!
idk what it was but on nye i didnt feel any bit happy compared to 2019 nye- idk the vibe was just completely diff aha
you're strong viv and i know you'll persevere <3 lets all hope the next year is just a little more peaceful, yeah ?
https://youtu.be/vmd1qMN5Yo0
Happy new years! -llily
today is my last day of break and i dont want it to end either :( i totally feel u with the mental breakdowns and 2020 being a rlly stressful year. its the 3rd day of 2021 here and i still feel like nothing has changed but im gonna try to keep a positive attitude moving forward <3 hope u enjoy ur last 2 days of break !!